"I feel like a ticking timebomb": YouTuber JiDion breaks down during Livestream, says he regrets selling out

Former Twitch streamer Jidon &quot;JiDion&quot; has been among the fastest-growing YouTubers on the platform. He has already collaborated with some of the biggest names on YouTube, including Logan Paul, KSI, and UK YouTube groups Sidemen and Beta Squad. However, his recent success appears to have come at the cost of Jidon's mental well-being.In a recent live stream, while discussing his sponsorship deals and advertising strategies, he revealed that it has caused him to go through a lot of moral turpitude. According to the 24-year-old content creator, he never planned to be a &quot;sell-out.&quot; He poignantly blurted out:“I feel like a ticking timebomb.”(Timestamp: 2:07)JiDion shares heartfelt confessionIn a recent live stream uploaded to his second channel, JiDionPremium, the streamer shared a poignant self-acctualisation account. Speaking to his chat, he said that he has been dissatisfied with the fact that his content has been swayed due to money. He exclaimed:&quot;I sold out man, f**king like. I'm valuing money and taking the easy route over things and it's sad because I just recently basically realized that I sold out, like, I feel like that's the saddest part about it like, I can even see that I was selling out.&quot;He further stated that his dispute with Pokimane and subsequent Twitch ban was one of the starting points of his career, turning towards a different road. He said:&quot;I don't think I was ever supposed to be in the main spot light&quot;He added that with the limelight, he started to appease people outside his community. He further recounted that his collaborations with companies such as the NFL, has also made the streamer self-conscious.He later reiterated in the video that his goal is to just be himself rather than emulating the success of others.JiDion also shared a tweet expressing his plans to have more authentic content in the future:Jidon expresses his thoughts (Image via @Jidion6 Twitter)Fans react to the heartfelt videoFans shared an overwhelming amount of support towards the content creator. Being in the spotlight all the time can often be detrimental to the health of the creators. Here are some of the reactions that were shared under JiDion's tweet:.@adamlewis1111@Jidion6 @Jidion6 @Jidion6 @Jidion6 @Jidion6 @Jidion6 @Jidion6 @Jidion6 Really hope you read this bro 1@Jidion6 @Jidion6 @Jidion6 @Jidion6 @Jidion6 @Jidion6 @Jidion6 @Jidion6 Really hope you read this bro ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ https://t.co/Ej5gmXnIsSJustin@Gonzjus2497@Jidion6 Keep your head up bro, a lot of support you got. Be you, be real, have no regrets1061@Jidion6 Keep your head up bro, a lot of support you got. Be you, be real, have no regretsCleetus@DanielM84549685@Jidion6 Don't stress about it, we'll all go through some storms, but we'll learn from it so we can do better in the future. I love you, dude, and all praises to the Most High.212@Jidion6 Don't stress about it, we'll all go through some storms, but we'll learn from it so we can do better in the future. I love you, dude, and all praises to the Most High.WiDionExplainedExplainedExplained@JiDionExlained3@Jidion6 Time to explain Fr this time so basically he doesn’t wanna sell out to big companies no more he hates walking around egg shells and trying to keep brands happy and wants to go back to keeping himself and his fans happy8472@Jidion6 Time to explain Fr this time so basically he doesn’t wanna sell out to big companies no more he hates walking around egg shells and trying to keep brands happy and wants to go back to keeping himself and his fans happy🔴FanumUpdates🔴@FanumUpdater@Jidion6 Hope your good gang🧪🖤 sometimes best to speak out on everything 🖤14@Jidion6 Hope your good gang🧪🖤 sometimes best to speak out on everything 🖤Mark ❄️@MxrkTT@Jidion6 Don't ever be afraid to express yourself emotionally bro. and do what's right for you not ya wallet or others8@Jidion6 Don't ever be afraid to express yourself emotionally bro. and do what's right for you not ya wallet or othersMiniklin@MiniklinOffical@Jidion6 It happens to every YouTuber. Shit normal. You good bro 🤞16@Jidion6 It happens to every YouTuber. Shit normal. You good bro 🤞nonamw@nonamw89952571@Jidion6 he knew he was giving in to family friendly mainstream content instead of being true to himself, he knows his fans were supporting him still but felt that was betraying his fans bcz he sold out, wants to be real and focus on consequences later like old Jidion and do what is funny51@Jidion6 he knew he was giving in to family friendly mainstream content instead of being true to himself, he knows his fans were supporting him still but felt that was betraying his fans bcz he sold out, wants to be real and focus on consequences later like old Jidion and do what is funnySmitty4xs@IamAmbrosia16@Jidion6 Idk what happens but Jidion shouldn’t be crying not that it isn’t ok to but I hope everything gets right so u can keep growing you doin a LOT of big things with the momentum you got1@Jidion6 Idk what happens but Jidion shouldn’t be crying not that it isn’t ok to but I hope everything gets right so u can keep growing you doin a LOT of big things with the momentum you gotThe 24-year-old is among the most popular pranksters in the YouTube community. He has made prank videos in notable locations such as the Center Court at Wimbledon, Harvard University and recently at Arthur Ashe Stadium (by getting a haircut during a match) during the 2022 US Open.

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